Looking for love!!!

I am newly single and thought I had found the one. He was everything to me. He treated me like a queen and never treated me like a freak show like some others. What happened? how did we get here? I can not believe we are where we are. Why can't I just be loved!! Why can't I live my life normal and be the beautiful girl that I am. I know my life is taboo to some but I can only be me. Will I ever find true love!!? I hope so!!!!